Hoshi confides in the deep uneasiness that marked his last tour: "I am alone"

Hoshi spoke sincerely about a particularly difficult period in her career. Guest on RTL2, the singer, attacked by Fabien Lecœuvre, returned to the psychological ordeals experienced during her last tour. Faced with her audience, the one who accused her ex-partner of violence, gradually became aware of a deep need for support. This reflection finally led her to undertake psychological follow-up to better understand their discomfort.

An end of tour marked by great psychological distress

Guest of the show Coup de cœur on RTL2, Hoshi returned to the psychological difficulties which marked the end of her last tour. The singer admitted to having gone through a particularly trying period, to the point of living her last dates with a lot of suffering. “I really suffered from my last dates. It was painful. The end of the tour was very difficult psychologically,” she confided. Behind the success of the concerts, the artist had to deal with growing unease. Over the course of the performances, this emotional fatigue intensified and ended up weighing heavily on his personal balance.

During this tour, Hoshi explains that he developed a very special relationship with his audience. She confided in them freely, to the point of comparing these exchanges to those she could have with a psychologist. However, this proximity also allowed him to become aware of a significant lack in his private life. “At the end, I said to myself: ‘I’m actually alone,'” she said. If she emphasizes being surrounded by friends, she believes that she does not have any space of confidence as deep as the one she shares with her fans. This awareness provoked a real questioning.

A reconstruction begun after several personal trials

Despite the pain felt during this period, Hoshi considers today that this experience allowed him to move forward. The artist affirms that this suffering pushed her to recognize a need for psychological support. “It allowed me to see a psychologist because I realized I needed one,” she explained. This approach marks an important step in his personal journey. By deciding to get help, the singer chose to face her weaknesses rather than ignore them. A decision that she now discusses with great transparency. These last years have also been marked by a particularly difficult separation with her ex-partner and former manager, Gia Martinelli. Last November, Hoshi announced that he had filed a complaint against the latter. On social networks, she claimed to have been “dirty” and “abused”, referring in particular to situations where “her consent no longer existed”. For her part, Gia Martinelli denounced a “particularly slanderous campaign” and announced her intention to defend her reputation in court. A few months earlier, however, Hoshi revealed that he had found love again. “I found someone today and, with this person, I finally feel good,” she confided to Le Parisien.